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I got a new camera lens

I haven’t used it, nor am I all that excited about it currently. My general mood toward most of my endeavors as of late. I have taken some photos here and there, but nothing I can even recall.

Life has been a rather giant ball of stress and frustration as of late. Work has been…where do I even begin? I’ve been as close as I’ve ever been to simply walking out of a job with nothing lined up, and I’ve been in that head space a multitude of times lately.

I’ve invested quite a bit of time into looking for something new, which is like having yet another job, one also filled with loads of frustration. With essentially nothing to show for it, other than a, “well, if the guy we hired instead doesn’t work out, maybe we’ll think about calling you.” That from someone that gushed about me and my resume.

It has been about two weeks since I told my boss off. I absolutely laid into him, with language unfit for most ears. It didn’t feel good. The whole time I was actually measuring my words very carefully, and restraining myself from simply leaving and not looking back. It did make for a rather tense next two work days where he was visibly treading as light as can be around me, lest he invoke my wrath again. It was slightly amusing to me, only slightly though.

I decided I need to get away from everything and so I am. I’m leaving in a week for some much needed time away from life. I plan on meeting my Mom’s new dogs and spending ungodly amounts of time in record stores and probably teaching my Mom how to make kimchi fried rice. I’m also kind of hoping to actually sit down and read a book, or hell, maybe two. I’m driving out alone, and hoping my brain and I can do some serious thinking together, if not, lots of music will be listened to.

I hope you’re all well. I don’t know when I’ll be here in any sort of regular capacity. For now I’m simply a ship in the night passing by and saying hello.